The biggest question for me nowadays. Alive or Just Breathing ?
Why i post something like this? Because i'm to tired to answer people question about how my puppy died or about my condition. Anyway, thank you for people who care and for people who acting like they care.
For your information, i'm not okay, so stop ask " are you okay ? ".
How could i " okay ", if i lose half of my soul.
I love my Yuuki i really love her, so i'm not okay, i can't be "okay" anymore. I'm too love her
I lose myself, i hate myself, i pretend i'm strong, but still i can't handle my tears when i talk about her.
This life really hard, why we must meet people if someday we will said goodbye ?
Anyway, if someday someone who have broken heart saw this post, stop pretending your life already end.
You never feel your pet died right? it hurts 100000000000 times.
